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and well if he broke up with her either wait a few days till he seems back to normal then there is your chance to tell him or jusst go and get him before he finds someone else and you are back to the same sitch if you still feel that you like him. and i know i still love jordan and i would say that but it would just get awkward and i don't think he would respond cause like a couple of summers ago my friend was texting him and she asked him if he liked me and he didn't reply, that got me thinking if he didn't like me he would have said it but he didn't... and i've added you too. and i know that i should wait for mr right but im impatient sorry that just happens with me. but this time i'll just wait till the school year resumes. i hope we find him soon. thanks so much you don't know how much it means to me.

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i know exactally how you feel and im sorry that this is happening to you. you are better than me cause i don't think that i could get along with his girfriend or even act like it you have so much will and bravery that it blows my mind away. well you never know maybe one day he will take a look at you and be like wow she is an amazing girl and im a fool for letting her go and dump his gf and come for you. and in the other way easy come easy go you might just fall for some other guy and soon forget about him. and well i have been chatting with jordan and the first thing he said to me just struck me as weird he said "OMG hey wats up have not talk to you in the longest time ever miss u very much lol how ya been" <exact quotes> he misses me very much? that is weird for a guy who COULD care less.so that shows that he cared for me a little bit... i think. am i neurotic for thinking that he liked me too? i want to tell him so bad but i really don't want to lose this really good friend. and i wish i could find that guy soon. i really need someone to be here for me and whom i can hold for ever. and for you if it doesn't work out with this guy your 'prince charming' will come soon. my name for facebook is Carissa Su Ling. su ling is my middlename. find me and become friends with me i will keep you updated more frequently cause i check that more then here. thank you for all the advice. sometimes i become impatient esp when it has something to do with my happiness. i want it to be better. and you know that im here for you always!

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im sorry honey. i just hate it when that happens it almost feels like you just got stabbed in the stomach. well at least his friend came to check on you...well you know guys their minds are always changing. im sorry that you are in that sitch. well the question is are you moved on now or do you still love him? and no i haven't gotten a call yet and i don't know if i really want him to yeah i like him and i guess being friends with him is good enough and if he did call me it would just be awkward to be with him cause i like him and he doesn't return the feelings. and well i just don't know what to think. and well i got a facebook account and i found jordan's page and fell for him again and i just don't know. i want someone to love and someone to love me back. there is an empty feeling inside and i just can't stand it anymore. im at the age where your parents don't give you as much love as they use to so that lack of love and not being with anyone is just building up to where i might explode. it pretty much sucks. and i have been sick for like 2 weeks now and my sinses are killing me. so over all i just don't feel good.

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you are right i just have to wait for that call. and well weird that you had brought up you trying to work it in to a conversation or something well i am the master of nonshalauntly asking a person something im scared to do. such as i asked a guy out by a fortune cookie. uh another one i wrote a song just for asking a guy out and i played it for a group of people which the guy happened to be in. so if you want a wacky idea i have tons of them. but what ever you are comfortable with is good. don't be scared it will only stay you from the right path. just be brave and try it and well if his friends know then ask a favor from them and work something out. and since you have my back i will always have yours. XD

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let me just tell you. i was so nervous i kind of just blurted do you like me? out. he gave a half smile and said i just like you as a friend and i was like good i wouldn't want it any other way. i was lying anyone in the right mind could see it. at least he bought it. there was a part of me that was tortured by his answer but i couldn't show it. but one good thing came out that day. i said that we need to hang out and have a jam session of all of our favorite songs sice we like all the same music and he is the only one who is like that and he gave me a big smile and said i would like that. and i was like uh so do you want my number or something he was like yes i would like that too. so i wrote it on his hand and we hugged good bye it felt nice and that was the last time i saw him and that was thursday and today is sunday and i can't get him out of my mind. so yeah. im now just waiting for his call. that is if he does. and well for you honey just tell him don't wait till he is gone. tell him before he his train gets off your tracks. although you are scared do it anyway. i was scared out of my wits to ask JT but i did although i didn't get the answer i wanted i was proud of my self for just doing it. and what also helps me though something like that is make a promise to yourself or to a friend and think to yourself that you made a promise to tell him and you aren't going to break that promise. yeah if you have feelings for this guy tell him and maybe everything else will just fall into place. you never know till you actually do it. trust me. you have to believe in your self. if you are confedent then everything will go smoothly no matter what turn life takes.

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i took your advice and i had one of my closer friends go ask him if he likes me and so as i got in line for a cookie at lunch she went over she asked him and when i came back she slipped me a napkin with his responce to the question here are the exact quotes from said napkin, "He thinks you're pretty but only likes you as a friend (I think he lied to me, because he hesitated)" i don't know whether now if he actually likes me and lied about it or whether he just likes me as a friend. but i think she intimadadted him cause she came at him all of a sudden. i don't know what do you think about it? and in love with a 18 year old how intreging but why would he hate you? and well about JT i think i may love him cause i feel something about him that i haven't felt since Jordan. well when we sign yearbooks i will have to ask him one on one. if i have the guts to that is.