the deal with zonn
Okay so i mentioned zonn in my last blog, and you guys are probley like wtf who is that and what kind of name is that!?!? Lol well he is my ex boyfriend of 8 times, yea i know its alot of times. Well where should i beign....
It all started when i was in 7th grade.See i transfered to hilltop middle the 2nd day of school cause, well mar vista sucks. So we have to wear uniforms at the middle school i was wereing a skirt and i was waling out of school when all of a sudden i heard someone say "hey peritty legs". i turned around to see who was sayin that and it was this stange boy. Because i have never been complimated by anyone and i didnt realy talk to guys so i realy freaked out and ran off. Then for the restof the year he kept saying that and i would just slap him or punch him. It whent on for the whole year. Then in 8th grade i was no longer in my nerdy stage. So i was walkin by our schools stage and then i look up and i see someone and i think to myself "wow that guys is fine!" so i go up to walk past him and then i realize omg thats zonn!! So then i realized that i have feelings for him theni start talking to him and i figured out that he likes me to. So later that day we were texing each other and then i ask him out . I know its weird for a girl to ask a guy out so he says yea and we go out for about a week and then he all of a sudden dumps me though a text . I didnt cry he was my first boyfriend but i was all watever. So i aks him y did he dumo me he said he had just broke up wth him gf the day we started going out.
So i was all whatever. Then we are texting eachother and he asked me out again i said yea but this time it only lasted about 4 days. Then he broke up with me through tex again lol. So we are texting again and he asked me aout again and i say yea. It lasted about a month and a half. Then my friend victor told me that zonn told him in first period that he wanted to break up with me. So i look for zonn i ask him if its true he just looks at me and shakes his head yea. So i jst walked away i didnt cry. I found out that the reason he broke up with me is cause ppl were talkin smack bout us and he got tired of it.
Then i was talkig to my friend erica and i told here that i still liked him and then she told her boyfriend and he whent to talk to zonn. I was standing behind him talkin to one of my friends then he turnes me around and he is like. so..... do u want to go out with me and i was like what? he said do you and i was like yea. so that time we didnt realy officialy break up. Then we were texing AGAIN and he asked me out throught text and he asked me out but he told me not to tell anyone and i said okay. But me i whent and opened my big mouth and told people he found out and i asked him if he was mad he said alittle.
Then he said i think im going to have to break up with you i said i understand. i didnt cry. Then at the end of the year me and my friend nicole were in 6th period and she knew i still liked him and she said give me a paper. So she wrote a note and she said give it to zonn but dint read it so i didnt then i ghave it to him not knowing what was in it. The look on his face was hillariouse then i took the note frome him and read it and it said that "zonn i miss your kisses and i love you i want you for my own" i turned red and i ws like nicple wrot e it . And i walk away.
The next day me and him were walkin to class and he said so is it true i asked him what and he said the note. I said yea but not in those words lol so that time we were going out for about two months. The only bad thing was our 8th grade graduation was like 2 weeks away and he was not going to walk on the stage so he let early.
Then over the summer a little prolem arose a ex of his wrot me on myspace and was talkin shit to me. So i called zonn and he was all like what did u tell whatever her name was and i told him not to be pointing fingers at me and we got into a fight. The day before our 2 month 3 week aniversary i broke up woth him.
Then school started again and then me and him were hanging out and he asked me out i said yea . IT lasted a week. Then he asked me out again i said yea it lasted 3 days, Then i was texting him and i was telling him how like it made me feel when we are going out and he flirted wiht other girls and ignored me and blew me off. He said im sorry but you know that i love you and that i dont want anyone but you because you have my heart and he had a conversation and we ended up going out again. It lasted a month and a half. Then i saw him flirting with other girls he was blowing me off , ignoring me and other stuf. So then after school his other ex came up to me and i knew what she ws going to tell me. So before she could say a word i said he breaking up with me huh?. I was right. That is the only time i have ever cryed because i loved him and i still do we had talked about getting maried after high school going to college togeathe and being togeather forever.
I asked why he broke up with me and he said cause he didnt want peopel to know bout us. And he also told me that the day he broke up with me he cryed . Then my friend angela told me that the real reason he broke up with me is because he friend hate me and she told him that fuck them they are haters and they dont want to see us happy and if they are true friends they wouldnt care. She asked him if he still he still like me and he said i still love her and i still love him but idk wht will happen