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Age:	19
Sex:	Female
Location:	TX, US
Sign:	Capricorn
About Me:	I'm Kayla, I love the twilight series and I am a total dork when it comes to my moments. I love to read, write, and listen to music. I am currently writing a story and I at times write my own lyrics.
Signature:	“When life gives you lemmons, say 'fuck this' and go get some strawberries and eat them. ~Kayla”

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February Is Still As Scary month ur father died

So I know its been too freakin long to not b on. Well I am doing good, were on spring break this week and I miss my friends. I am emailing and iming my friend Amanda and emailing D (his real name is devin but we all call him d). Now, here is a story for u guys. Last month my grandpa came into town and he gave me a laptop. Well for weeks I've been trying to hook up with the internet. It has WIFI and all, but its being a butt head. So D (the geek squad that he is) offered to help. So now we gotta find a good time to get to the mall to go to barns and nobles. (when were there I am so getting starbucks) So yeah I am so going to kill my laptop. Right now the only good thing about it is its a portable DVD player and a portable boom box. So yeah I'm doing pretty good, just like I said just missing my friends. My family and I today are going to San Antonio to see my Nice Ashlee so I am really happy about it. I haven't seen her in a couple of years. She's going to UT I believe, so I'm really happy. I haven't been in San Antonio since the summer of 2004. So almost 6 years ago. Any way I'm pretty good, I'm just listening to music (of course) and waiting for mom to be back for then we can hit the road. So any way I better get off.
~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Mar 18, 2010 | Comments (0)

Her heart is racing and the room is heating and her eyes are glazing

Its been a week. First off, it snowed in Texas. I know Texas so close that we're near the Gulf of Mexico. So that is pretty exciting, bad news though I have to wait out side to wait on the buss before the sun rises. So its cold, and we Texans this far down south aren't build for this type of weather. We're more built for the heat during the summer. So I have to go its almost time to meet my buss. I just wanted to post a blog.
~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Feb 25, 2010 | Comments (0)

All the time I wasted on you All the bullshit you put me through Checking into rehab is everything t

So, I've been doing good. Schools been very crazy for me, I really can't wait for spring break. For then I don't have to wait on the buss in near freezing temperature. You gotta understand I'm from Texas, we're not use to that type of weather. SO only thing I have is a hoodie. So any way next year at school for my electives I was thinking to do debate and choir. Reason why debate is because a) my mom is making me and b) scholarship money. That and the go all over the nation. I've always wanted to go to NYC, Chicago, LA, etc. The farthest east state I've ever been is Tennessee. I love traveling, that and bcuz then I don't have to deal with my mom during those days. I know that's mean but if you live with her u would understand why I say that. So yeah I've been good I guess. I just got up about 31 minutes ago. Its been awhile since I slept in. I just wanted to post a blog just to let every one know I am still alive and under a mountain of homework for biology.
~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Feb 20, 2010 | Comments (0)

the summer is in the air now, we gotta get our moves down tight, its alright

SO its been a day, I had to run a half mile (I am not a runner at all), an algebra test, a speach, and doing a research paper all today and on top of that I had to attend to a peperally (SP? How do u spell that?). It was fun I saw my best friend Chels dance. So I am happy. I am just glad its the weekend. I have two days to relax. My progress report comes in Monday so right now I know my lowest grade right now is a 76. So, my mom said if I don't bring it up at least 4 points I can't do anything fun. So I am working hard. How I know it is because of the ISD I am in, we (the students) can see our averages online. So I am happy about that. So any way, I know which class it is to bring it up. Its algebra. I HATE ALGEBRA! WHO EVER MADE IT SHOULD DIE!!!! Srry, I am in a bitchy mood right now and I don't know why. So, any way I better get ready for bed b4 I fall asleep.
~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Feb 5, 2010 | Comments (0)

I am an arms dealer fitting you with weapons in form of words

I know this right now is an ungodly hour but I have to do something later on in the day and I had to get my Dad up. So school is great, I am working on a project right now for Communication Application right now, and its due on Friday. But the good thing is for my slide show I can pick my music. I am totally torn between 'I will not bow by: Breaking Benjamin' 'Nice Guys Finish Last by: Cobra Starship' 'Walls by: Emery' 'Thnks Fr Th Mmrs by: Fall Out Boy' 'Alpha Dog by: Fall Out Boy' 'From now on we are enemies by: Fall Out Boy' 'Helena by: My Chemical Romance' and 'Know Your Enemy by: Green Day'. So any way I am doing good. School like I said is great just can't wait for spring break when we don't have any home work. I have biology, algebra, Geography, and reading homework this weekend. Reading and Algebra are due Monday and geography and biology is due Tuesday. Speaking of Tuesday I have a biology test due that day. UGH!!!! I hate biology. It is fun with my teachers though. Dustin yesterday was being a bogger. See we had a sub and when I had to go to the front to talk to our sub and come back we wouldn't let me pass without a hug. He sits like 2 seats in front of me. GRRRR. But what I did the day before that I guess I deserve it (long story really funny too). So any way I better go b-cuz I got to get ready. ~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 30, 2010 | Comments (0)

I've got that lefty curse Where everything that I do is flipped and awkwardly reversed

So, its been a week since the last time I posted a journal. A lot has happened, since I haven't been on. Like Thursday for instance, Dustin (my ex long story btw. He and I made a peace treaty and we're friends for now) he wasn't acting like him self (he had his head on his desk) so after class I pretended to look at my schedule to see what class I have next (I knew the class and I knew my teacher but I didn't know what room she was in) so when he went out I caught up to him and I asked him "hey are you alright?" and he said "I am just really really tired" so we were walking out to the main hallway and he gave me an unexpected hug not like a side hug I mean I hug like boyfriend and girlfriend gives (he gave me two hugs that day). If that makes any sense at all. So then yesterday I saw him before school start because all the students before dismiss to your first class you are stuck in the cafeteria. So I was with Amanda (my friend) and we were going to sit at a table and I said to her "hey don't wait up I want to say hi to Dustin" so in greetings he gave me a hug like the one we had yesterday but it was more stretched out and we were rocking back and forth, we did that in greetings and goodbye. My head hurts trying to think right now, apparently I am officially fell for him, again. I am a hopeless idiot. So any way, PE yesterday was brutal I am still sore from yesterday right in the thighs. Well Mr. Szafarz's always did say if your sore the third day is the worst for you. SO that would be Monday. Any way I better go, before I get caught by my mom.
~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 23, 2010 | Comments (0)

Said I don't care what you think as long as its about me

So I am totally tired right now. I got home from school about 3:12 today. But I got up at 2:30 this morning and went to bed last night at 6:30. Now something to know about me I don't go to bed unless I am really really tired. But I do have classes that I do like. I really like World Geography. Only thing that I don't like is my Ex Dustin is in it. I haven't talked to him in 4 years, that is how mad I was at him. So we talked during lunch (because lunch is in the middle of our geography class) and I found out that he is also in my lunch period also today (we have odd and even days. yesterday was odd.) Thanks Dustin for telling me this. Not. So while I am typing I have my knees up and resting my chin on my knee caps and closing my eyes That is how tired I am right ow. So because of school I baby sit as much as I like. I can only do it on a no school night. Otherwise my Mom is going to watch her while I am at home. Which is good I guess. So I am listening to All American Rejects right now. Any way I will talk to you guys latter before I accidentally sleep on y'all. ~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 20, 2010 | Comments (0)

I will not bow, I will not break, I will shut the world away I will not fall, I will not fade

So its Saturday, and I am in a writing mood right now and I don't know why. So I can't wait for Tuesday because I am going back to public school (I don't know if I already post that). I haven't been in a public school since 5th grade (2005-2006) so as y'all can tell I am happy. Only thing I am not looking forward is Dustin. *SHUDDERS* I don't like that dude. He called my best friend Chels a Bi***. One thing to know about me, never insult my friends in front of me. I cussed that guy out (at the time he did that he was my boyfriend) I hung up on him and we've been exs ever since. But he wants me back and he doesn't know the word 'no'. So that is the only thing wait, no other thing is P and E. I don't like jumping jacks nor running. (If I run a certain way I act up an old fracture that was 'suppose to' be healed.) That and I am slow as a tree. I also happy because I found out that I am going to be an Aunt/Cousin. Because my aunt (legally my sister) is going to have a kid. So I am supper happy about that. So I am doing over all pretty good, its been a crazy week. I found some things that boggles my mind (it involves my friend Geoff). So yeah, that has been going on in my life. ~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 16, 2010 | Comments (0)

So boycott love, detox just to retox.

So, nothing much is happening, I am feeling so much better!:) Okay before my last post I went to get updated on my shots. Let me tell u something firs, I hate needles. So instead of getting one shot I got two both in my two arms. Because of it, I had a killer head ace, stuffed up nose, ears popping, and sore throat. Now its all drainage. AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE A MT. OLYMPUS SIZE ZIT ON MY FACE AND ITS HARD GETTING IT OFF OF ME! I am totally mad at that. I told mom I need new powder for my make up, but does she listen to me? no. Srry I am ranting right now. If u ever head some one rant about something stupid u know its funny. Well the other day I was on goodreads and I kept hiccuping while I was typing. SO after I got off I said, "I think the only reason why God made hiccups is a person's guardian angle that is looking down and laughing and saying 'hahaha u have the hiccups and I don't. But I bet they really crack up when some one is ranting about non stop hiccups' yep that's me for you. So I am going back to school on the 19th. So I have 7 more days to school. SO I am happy. The other day, (talk about a total fob fan moment) my mom was giving me this spelling test (I hate spelling and I hate test but I HATE SPELLING TEST!) and she was looking something up so I started to beat my pencil to the beat of 'Disloyal Order of the Water Buffaloes' and I actually wrote down 'So boycott love, detox just to retox. Promised u anything for a nother shot at life'. Ha I was babysitting Emma last night and I told her 'you are not going to know who hannah montana is or the Jonas Brothers are either. I am going to make u listen to Fall Out Boy, Emery, Cobra Starship, !, Hey Monday, My Chemical Romance, Gym Class Heroes, and more and when some one says about Miley Cyrus you will say 'WHO?' and really mean it." I was telling some one else (before I told emma) that is what we need to do with these kids that like HM/MC, and the JBs. Any way g2g. ~Kayla

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 11, 2010 | Comments (0)

I'm just the man on the balcony singing 'no one else will remember me'

Its been way way to long for a post. So to put everything in a nutshell that has been happening since the last time I posted anything, CPS came and mom is finally putting me back into public school. Of course she is saying that this is a big mistake but I know it isn't. She also thinks that I don't get the whole picture with CPS either. But I do. U see she thinks a Cassie's mom called them but she didn't I know who did. I did, but mom thinks its out of a tempertatrum but it isn't. If she looked at the report it said that there was two reports made one in Early November and one in December. She thinks I got the idea from Cassie's sister Alaina because they just got out of a situation with CPS. So other than CPS is basically ruinning my life (well my Mom is doing it more accurately) I am doing great. I turned 16 back in late December so that is good and also I am going back to PUBLIC SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!:-) *Does a happy dance* I know I know why would any body be sooooo happy about going back to school? Believe me its better to be at my house 24/7 with my Mom. SO I am just putting up a post to say hi and nobody has to call the cops to see if some one killed me. No one has tried to do away with me, yet. Hahahaha srry, twilight moment. But seriously I have my magnet for danger. Like yesterday I hit my elbow on a side table while iming Cassie. Any way I will Shut Up. ~Kayla P.S. I found some one on youtube that is soooo freakin funny more funny than Gabe. His name is Shane Dawson. He is a genius.

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 6, 2010 | Comments (0)

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