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Age:	18
Sex:	Female
Location:	imperial beach, CA, US
Sign:	Scorpio
About Me:	i am sure of one thng in my life, and its that music is my one true love. It will never hurt me or let me down.
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R.I.P my dear patrick

hi yall. I have bad news. My dear friend Patrick Canas has died in a terrible accident. This happened last friday. It was after skool and he was practicing for lacross and the ball whent over the fence and into the street. This is a verry buisy street cars come at like 50 mph. So he hoped the fence and whent into the street he was wearing cleets and it had been rainging. He slipped and fell into the middle of the street. Ther was a car coming off the freeway and he was on the floor so the car dint see him untill he got up, but it was to late. The car had hit him it knocked him out this happened at 5:10 pm. He was rushed to the hospital they tried for 52 min and at 6:02 pm he was pronounced dead. He has cracked his skull and bleed to death. I had came to skool on monday thinking that i would see patrick and i ntoiced everyone was wearing black. So when i got to my first period my friend carey came up to me and he said. "hey bianca you knew patrick canas"? i siad"yea the football and lacross player why"? "well he got hit by a car on friday and died" i dint beleve him untill i saw everyone wearing a shirt with him on it. i didnt cry untill 4th period. thats when it sunk in . and i didint want to beleve it but it was true. So i whent to a memorial service they were having that night at his house and i got up to speak and this is what i said;

"That life is just a journey, its not a smooth journey. Ther are many twists and turns to it, its rough at one point and it is smooth at another. On this journy we learn many things see many people and places. Ther are alot of stops on this journey. Sadly some journeys are longer than others it all depends on gods plans. Unfortunatly patricks journey was not a long one. Though it wasnt a long one he did learn many things see many people and see lots of things. Though this is a stop in all of our own journeys we must move on and countinue with our own journeys. Patrick will be missed dearly and we will never forget him, and though he is not alive and with us to this day. We will all keep him alive in our hearts. We know hewill be looking down and watching over all of us. R.I.P Patty"

The news was there and half the skool was on the lawn. we had candels flowers and we stood ther in40 degree weather and rain and wind we stood ther for patrick.
today is his funeral and i just pray that his family will be okay.

i remember the last time and this i said to him we were in the hallway and i was talking to him and i asked why do you always have pop tarts , then i turned around to say hi to someone else and then he had walked away. i wish i would have been able to say by.

Permalink| Posted by on Feb 14, 2009 | Comments (0)

wow

wow this has been one hell of a week! Okay well i came back from winter break and i was all happy cause i havent seen everyone in so long. Well i come back and i am trying to be nicer and less bitchy and i dont want drama, but as soon as i came back the drama started! Zonn is being a dick sayin that i need to get a life and that i have no money and i cant take care of myself that i have to depend on people for everything. Jazmine is sayin im ugly and that i need to grow a ass and boobs and learn how to dance and lose weight. FYI i have my own money i dont depend on people and i can take care of myself i dont need anything from anyone. Also i dont care what you think i am happy the way i am .
I almost got into fight with 3 guys zonn cary (yea he is a guy) and joe.
i aint scared of no guy i dont care i just want for this year to be different i am tryin to be less of a bitch and nicer but people keep bringing out the bad side of me
owell

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 10, 2009 | Comments (0)

the deal with zonn

      Okay so i mentioned zonn in my last blog, and you guys are probley like wtf who is that and what kind of name is that!?!? Lol well he is my ex boyfriend of 8 times, yea i know its alot of times. Well where should i beign....
     It all started when i was in 7th grade.See i transfered to hilltop middle the 2nd day of school cause, well mar vista sucks. So we have to wear uniforms at the middle school i was wereing a skirt and i was waling out of school when all of a sudden i heard someone say "hey peritty legs". i turned around to see who was sayin that and it was this stange boy. Because i have never been complimated by anyone and i didnt realy talk to guys so i realy freaked out and ran off. Then for the restof the year he kept saying that and i would just slap him or punch him. It whent on for the whole year. Then in 8th grade i was no longer in my nerdy stage. So i was walkin by our schools stage and then i look up and i see someone and i think to myself "wow that guys is fine!" so i go up to walk past him and then i realize omg thats zonn!! So then i realized that i have feelings for him theni start talking to him and i figured out that he likes me to. So later that day we were texing each other and then i ask him out . I know its weird for a girl to ask a guy out so he says yea and we go out for about a week and then he all of a sudden dumps me though a text . I didnt cry he was my first boyfriend but i was all watever. So i aks him y did he dumo me he said he had just broke up wth him gf the day we started going out.
         So i was all whatever. Then we are texting eachother and he asked me out again i said yea but this time it only lasted about 4 days. Then he broke up with me through tex again lol. So we are texting again and he asked me aout again and i say yea. It lasted about a month and a half. Then my friend victor told me that zonn told him in first period that he wanted to break up with me. So i look for zonn i ask him if its true he just looks at me and shakes his head yea. So i jst walked away i didnt cry. I found out that the reason he broke up with me is cause ppl were talkin smack bout us and he got tired of it.
        Then i was talkig to my friend erica and i told here that i still liked him and then she told her boyfriend and he whent to talk to zonn. I was standing behind him talkin to one of my friends then he turnes me around and he is like. so..... do u want to go out with me and i was like what? he said do you and i was like yea. so that time we didnt realy officialy break up. Then we were texing AGAIN and he asked me out throught text and he asked me out but he told me not to tell anyone and i said okay. But me i whent and opened my big mouth and told people he found out and i asked him if he was mad he said alittle.
         Then he said i think im going to have to break up with you i said i understand. i didnt cry. Then at the end of the year me and my friend nicole were in 6th period and she knew i still liked him and she said give me a paper. So she wrote a note and she said give it to zonn but dint read it so i didnt then i ghave it to him not knowing what was in it. The look on his face was hillariouse then i took the note frome him and read it and it said that "zonn i miss your kisses and i love you i want you for my own" i turned red and i ws like nicple wrot e it . And i walk away.
       The next day me and him were walkin to class and he said so is it true i asked him what and he said the note. I said yea but not in those words lol so that time we were going out for about two months. The only bad thing was our 8th grade graduation was like 2 weeks away and he was not going to walk on the stage so he let early.
Then over the summer a little prolem arose a ex of his wrot me on myspace and was talkin shit to me. So i called zonn and he was all like what did u tell whatever her name was and i told him not to be pointing fingers at me and we got into a fight. The day before our 2 month 3 week aniversary i broke up woth him.
      Then school started again and then me and him were hanging out and he asked me out i said yea . IT lasted a week. Then he asked me out again i said yea it lasted 3 days, Then i was texting him and i was telling him how like it made me feel when we are going out and he flirted wiht other girls and ignored me and blew me off. He said im sorry but you know that i love you and that i dont want anyone but you because you have my heart and he had a conversation and we ended up going out again. It lasted a month and a half. Then i saw him flirting with other girls he was blowing me off , ignoring me and other stuf. So then after school his other ex came up to me and i knew what she ws going to tell me. So before she could say a word i said he breaking up with me huh?. I was right. That is the only time i have ever cryed because i loved him and i still do we had talked about getting maried after high school going to college togeathe and being togeather forever.
          I asked why he broke up with me and he said cause he didnt want peopel to know bout us. And he also told me that the day he broke up with me he cryed . Then my friend angela told me that the real reason he broke up with me is because he friend hate me and she told him that fuck them they are haters and they dont want to see us happy and if they are true friends they wouldnt care. She asked him if he still he still like me and he said i still love her and i still love him but idk wht will happen

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 4, 2009 | Comments (0)

my winter break

         hey whats up ppl. I just got back from my little vacation. So me and my dad and his family whent up north for a few days. We whent up to the sequoia national forest. It was so beautiful, the only downside was that it was realy cold and snowy. I was sad cause we didnt have a sled or somthing to slide down on. So i looked around our car to find something to use, lol i found a pizza box (hey it worked and its recycling).
         Other than that we whent to go see the wrorlds largest tree, and man was it big!!! We almost broke down up ther to, our van was having trouble turning on, my dads wife was freaking out saying omg honey i dont want to get stuck. Omg i was the only one who didnt care, i mean we have food we have water and we have blankets. We dont need to worry but whatever i think she just worries to much.
          The day before that i had hurt my foot by riding a atv with my dad, we hit a bump and my foot sliped bent the wrong way and got stuck under the tire. Man did that hurt! I tried not to cry cause like i wasnt scared its just the tears came out of will because of the pain. Now my foot hurts alot and it used to hurt to walk but now its fine i just cant twist it that much (its still alittle soar)
         All winter break i have been waiting for it to be over. I meanlike i like time off from school, but i just want to be with my friends and chill woth them you know? I dont like school at all exept for PE and dance class, o and my 2nd period world geography class. The only reason i like that class is because zonn is in that class and sits in front of me. I will tell you about him in another blog cause man it is a friggin long story.
        Okay well that all i have to say for now

buh bye     for now

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 4, 2009 | Comments (0)

      Hey my name is bianca i am a cali girl, but i am from el paso texas. I moved here when i was 2, the only reason i am here is because of my dads job. I am in 9th grade ans i go to hilltop high (go lancers). I am part of my schools dance team, we aint all the great but hey nobodys perect lol. two of my favorit things to do are sing and dance.
       One day i dream of being a singer /dancer like neyo, i think he is a amazing persone and he is my insperation. I look up to him because you dont see him on tv for doing stupid stuff. He is an all around great person. I hope and pray that i will meet him one day.
        ciao muah
bianca

Permalink| Posted by on Jan 1, 2009 | Comments (0)

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